Quick Chat 66 (Bye bye all)

Hi Hi all! *catches breath* Wow... It's really quiet. I can here the echo of this place. I've been moving a lot of things out. *giggles* You know I still remember trying so hard to express myself for the very first time back when I started this place... My home. July 27th 2018 was my first official blog captions. The pic below was on Aug 2nd 2018. My first Quick Chat.

I chose a form I was comfortable with & didn't know how to be myself, to the point where I fell into a pool of water. Admittedly it wasn't all an accident. I guess I just wanted you all to see me less professional & more... Relatable? Of course that wasn't the hardest part. It was trying not to burn myself out creating content. It was a big concern for my big sis at one point. I use to stay up late waiting to see if I'd see her again, like she was some kind of pop star or celebrity... *giggles* kind of like how Mark Ruffalo would geek out in those meme's being in front of others just like him. Hahaha. I would get to see her, but then she tell me to go to bed. 😕 *pouts* Remember big sis? Sometimes you needed Spinny or the others to help. Sometimes all that was needed were soothing words.

Sorry for being so bratty & a hand full, though I think you've tackled more challenging task then myself. Hahahahaha. I even tried to join you, but you insisted on otherwise & that was a different task on it's own. I still think I could have helped though.

😝. Um... Let's see. I've published over 260 captions. 66 QC's (82 Quick Chats if you count the very first one's & decimals.) 20 of them were from other bloggers, I felt needed to be remembered. and created 4 collaboration caps. 4 request. If I've counted correctly or not. Over 130 captions of my own. I did more than I ever thought I could... I thought nothing could stop me... I did say I would elaborate about things though, didn't I?

I guess it's just... Time. I figured it was important for you all to be with family this Thanksgiving. At least for those who could or celebrate it, cause not all of us have that, but remember what I say. Family isn't just blood. It's love. Loyalty. It's a bond. Forgive me for jumping, however as I mentioned time... That it's something some of us try to save it & most of us just spend it like there's no tomorrow. For some of us it's true. I mean we can't deny everyone is on a time limit. Right? God I'm scared... I'm scared of losing you all. My sister's too. I can't imagine a future without any of you in my life. I'm not sure if I've ever spoke of this accept to my big sister Karen. I... Am... An aspiring writer. Most of us might be that do things like this, wether it's a hobby or you all who enjoy it. The truth for me is that I want to try to create a book(s). That requires my full attention. Now please don't be upset with me. Please??? 😢 It's difficult to write this as it is & I'm already scared of being shunned away. I've seen others stop posting for various reasons or no reasons at all & it hurts me to follow in their footsteps. I've debated over this for some time & am determined to create as much as possible two very important caption series (Around the world series & The mystery of Elizabeth Olsen) that must have an ending. (I'll try to spare more content if I can, if not my sister's gatherings for Christmas & New years) Where does this leave me? What will happen to my blog that brought you all to me & provided shelter to the harsh realities, including myself. It'll remain. I won't destroy the home I was helped created for freedom. No! I won't give this place up. So much was created here. Now if you decide to leave my following... I'll understand. (I hope you don't) will I return? I intend to try, but what will happen to me? If you wish to know I'll still be around. Look to the comments. I'm not leaving the passion. I'm just in the sidelines supporting & cheering you all on. My sister's included. There are countless caption creators & more are welcome to create their own world for others to join & comment & be apart of. I guess I didn't hit that 1 million mark, but hey. I gave it my all. With the help of all of you! Yes every single one of you! Don't try to hide. I see the countries who support me. *giggles* I have to thank you all.

In no particular order this time, I've got to thank the viewers from my birth country. I thank you & love you all. 😘

To Australia! Hope you're being safe & enjoying the waves. Thank you for taking care of Tom Hank's. Lol! Much appreciated.

Canada you're very fortunate to have your own rules, cause well... You know. We kinda struggle with ours.

France...! Merci por ton amour. Je vous aime tous.

Deutschland! Danke vielmals. Ich liebe Sie alle. 

Spasibo vsey Rossii. YA Iyublyu vsekh vas.

Espana. Gracias. Compartimos la misma sangre, en la vida real. Sigo diciendo con pasion. Los Amos a todos.

UK... Thank you for visiting as long as yoy have. It does mean a lot to me that you share this moment with me.

Hola Hola Mexico! Gracias por todo el apoyo. Gracias a ti. Puedo decir que te amo.

Terima kasih kepada Singapura. Kasih sayang anda dihargai. Untuk itu, saya sayang awak.

Duzhe dyakuyu. YA vas usikh duzhe lyublyu.

Arigatogozaimashita. Watashi wa  anata no bunka de sodachimasendeshitaga. Watashi wa anatagata zen'in o aishite kitanode, anatagata no ai ni ukeire rareru koto o negatte imasu.

Hallo Hallo Nederland. Ik hou van je en bedankt.

(I secretly put Marti for Poland. 🇵🇱 shhh.)

Hola Columbia. Muchas gracias. Cuidate y se que te amo.

Haay Haay bhaarat! Main aapako dhanyavaad dena chaahata hoon aur jaanata hoon ki main aap sabhee se pyaar karata hoon.

Halo Semua! Terima kasih atas cintamu dan berbagi Jesse denganku. Aku cinta Indonesia.

Ciao Ciao a tutta Italia. Grazie per l'amore e il supporto. Per questo ti amo tantissimo.

Hola Argentina. Espero que estes bien. Gracias. Te quiero.

Moien hallo zu Letzebuerg. Ech hunn lech all gar, also Merci.

Hola hola a Chile. Su apoyo vale mas de lo que puedo expresar. Los amo a todos.🇨🇱

Annyeonghaseyo, hangug! Yeoleobun-ui salang-gwa jiwon-e gamsadeulibnida. Geugeos-eun na-ege manh-eun geos-eul uimihabnida. Geu daegalo yeoleobun moduleul salanghabnida.

Hai Hai, ke Malaysia. 🇲🇾  Terima kasih kerana kebaikan anda. Saya akan sayang kamu semua.

Now I realize that out there somewhere in an unknown country as it seems to tell me. You watch as well. I can't speak a language that can't give me a place. I can only hope that someway, somehow you know that I thank you & love you all just as much.

Karen, you'll see me on your blog. Yours too Kandi, Jesse. Spinny & Marti. Hopefully many others. This all just means I'll have more free time to comment & maybe even give actual thoughts. I just don't want to loose you all. I hope to be welcomed to your blog as well "U" Hopefully you'll say yes. I find it fun helping you create captions.

Never forget though, Karen Winters... To tell me about the Star Jewel & Consider me from this day forward your white rose. In that way, you'll never forget who you are & I'll never forget who I became.

The world is changing in ways we may not look forward too, but as long as we remain true to who we are in the inside, we'll all be able to get through our individual obstacles. Until the time is right. All I can say is be safe. 😘 In the words of a wise Sister... Though this is goodbye, it's not farewell.

Love, Angel Xianghua 😘