Angel's Thoughts 10 (Farm girl)

This oddly stuck with me for a long time way back when, but I hope it sticks with you as it did me, if not... Well I'll be the oddball of the year... 😳

Angel's Thoughts 9 (Fleshlight)

Much can be said about these creations of Degraded Damsels, though they are not mine... I must spread their work. By far one of my favorite works done by B.Rex... Now only 4 of these are connected. The other 2 are a separate storyline. If you truly wish to admire B's creations, due head to the blogspot... "Degraded Damsels." It's full of both what I consider dark humor & rightful comeuppance, depending on your taste. Be forewarned. My blog & well as B's contain some adult themes & images.

Angel's Thoughts 8

I can never get enough of punishment/hypnosis or reprogramming/mental changes. There's just something about being self aware & not being able to fight it well enough & I can never leave out false hope of freedom. *giggles*. No, never.

 

Angel's Thoughts 7

One of my favorites of the pass. Can't help, fall in love with the helplessness of each one, possibly worse of than the other. It truly gives me that... Satisfaction I adore.

 

The Mystery of Elizabeth Olsen Chapter 8

"Alright you three... It's time to assemble. Daddy's working a lot of hours today to help mommy now that she's taking some time off to be a full time mommy. Wow... Never thought I'd say those words in my life. You know. My life was utterly different from the way it is now, but you know what? I'm glad this happened. You 3 and daddy are my life now."  *Triplets babbling* "Well at least my secret is safe with you all."

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"Liz? I'm home-" *running carefully* "Hi honey. Love you! *kisses cheek* I really gotta get to that producers office. Bye babies... Mommy will come back quickly. Have fun with the kids..." *closes door* "Well kids, don't worry. Our Scarlet Witch, will be back in time for lunch. Let's see who needs a change of di-" *cackling* "Hello? Liz, that you?"

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"What's wrong with me...? Ever since I left the house, I'm feeling like something's bad gonna happen. This hot tea, isn't even keeping the chill away either. I'll call Luke after the meeting."

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*sighs* "Finally out of there. Ugh... Tea is cold now." *Cell ringing* "No answer. Luke when you get this voicemail, call me back quick, alright. Please? Love you. Bye."

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"Damn that traffic, but I'm finally home... Luke! Luke?!" *opens door* "Honey. I'm back from the meeting. Where are you and the kids?" *cackling* "Who's here? Who's in my home?!" *cackling* "your home? Tsk tsk tsk. You mean my home Angel. Hahaha... Been so long since some one has called you by that stupid fucking name, hasn't it?" *looking around* "My God. You're back, but you look so dead & wicked. What's happened to you?" *sighs* "Well, if I must explain... I'm here to take my life back." *gasp* "But you can't. We made sure we couldn't switch back. The sand mode was completely destroyed." *smiles sinisterly* "True, but I created a new one in your old lifeless body." *fights tears* "What do you mean lifeless, what have you done?"

"I've come to reclaim my life, but it's become dangerously clear, from all you've gained to keep you alive." *fights tears* "It wasn't enough to take my life & live it. You ended my old life & now you want to take everything I've been given from me. I won't let you...

"You're a fool. I gave you this life, but got what I've always wanted. You! It was you who took everything from me!!!" *Shrieking* "Luke!" *runs away* "Luke. Get the kids out of the house! Luke?!?" 

*cackles* "Do you really believe I'd put myself out in the open? It's just us now! Once I've taken over, you'll become a descend boded spirit. Forced to watch as I live the life I sought after with your precious Luke & out children. Only when you've suffered enough will I end your existence." *foot steps coming down stares* "Liz? That you? Hello?"  *faint screaming* "Luke! Get the kids out of here now! Please! Don't let her take them from us!" *Faintly* "Luke!" *looks around* "Liz? Where are you?" *growls* "No! Not possible. He shouldn't be able to hear us..." *clapping* "Luke! Our babies are in danger. Get them out!" *Faintly* "Babies in danger. Get them out!" *Confused* "In danger? Get them out?" *runs upstairs* "No!" *growls* "Bitch!" *tackles Liz into the basement* "I'll kill you... I'll make you suffer. I'll make you wish you never became me!!!!" *slowly blacking out* "I love you Luke." *white exploding flash* "Liz! Get away from my wife." *Growls* "He must choose. Break his heart & let him choose!" *vanishes into the shadows* "Luke the babies. Get them to safety. Leave me here & don't come back to this house. Just take them & run." *looking around fearfully* "Forget it. I'm getting you all out of this house. I promise. I'm not leaving you." *Looks around* "What was that? It looked like you." *sniffles* "Cause it is me. The real person you fell in love for? Now you have to choose. Unless you know the real me... I'll die if you don't, but maybe it's what I deserve. I though I could be happy with this life & you made it better. I'm not really Elizabeth Olsen. I just wound up in her body & now she wants it back, along with you & our babies. I'm- I'm not Liz. I'm- A-" *Grabs a hold of your face* "No. I fell in love with you. Your personality. The person inside. I don't what's going on, but right now all I know & care about is getting you & our kids out of this place... I love you & only you Liz Olsen! I-" *Shrieking* "Rahhhh! No. I'll kill you." *Screaming* "Luke!" I couldn't believe how far I came in this life. A life I didn't deserve, but I saw a man who fell in love with me & that made me feel so alive despite death being so close. "Liz get the kids. Run now!" *struggles to get up* "Clear!" *sighs call it..." *looks around*

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"Luke? Luke, where are you?" *shushing* "Get the doctor. It's okay honey. Just relax. You'll need to rest." *doctor walks in* "Where am I, Where's my husband? He was fighting her. He was saving me. Where's Luke?" *sniffles* "Um, sweetheart. Luke didn't make it. I'm so sorry, baby. We both lost someone today, but we'll keep each other going." *tears streaming down* "No. No he's alive. He must be back at the house. He was trying to save me & our babies. Please don't leave him in that house. *struggles to get out of bed* Get this off me. We have to get back now." *Held down* "I'm sorry Mrs. Olsen, but you'll need rest." *sticks sedative* "No. Please. I can't leave him. He chose me. He loved me!" *falls into deep sleep* "Liz. I still love you. I'll always love you. You have to go back though. The kids will need you & you'll need them. Just please do me this one favor & leave that house behind. It carries too many memories. Take our kids & create new ones with them all." *hugs Luke tightly refusing to let go* I promise Luke. I love you, but don't leave us. Please. *fading away* "I'll always be with you."

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"It's great to see you back at the Cons again Liz. I missed you. Uh, the fans & the cast do as well." *smiles* "Thanks Chris. It means a lot. I did feel this pull to come back. I think in the big picture, I needed to come back for more than myself. The kids miss you by the way. Think you'll have a chance to visit this weekend?"

"Of course, I'll clear the schedule & we'll make it a date for all of us." *blushing* "That be nice. Lizzie, Luke jr. & Liv would love to have you all to themselves."

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"Thank so much for being here for me & the kids, Chris. You've been a huge part of my life, as I tried to put myself back together for them, as well as myself." * feels tears* "I wish... There were things I could say or do. For you to ease the pain, but it's just one of the powers I don't have. I know he meant so much to you."

"Listen Liz. I can't express myself enough, without giving away certain things about myself, but I guess I can't keep it a secret forever. You and the kids have become such a big part of my own life as well. I just wish it was under different circumstances, but the point I'm trying to make is that... I'll be here for all of you. At any point in time. I wouldn't even let Thanos himself get in my way. I'm gonna get going though & let that settle in."

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2022

"It was wild & crazy news for the Comic book world, but it couldn't be helped. The Scarlet Witch was engaged to Captain America. This kids were thrilled. Luke Jr. Felt the most joy for me, whenever he smiled he look, just like his father. Liz & Liv were ecstatic about having another hero be apart of our Avenger team. I look up into the sky & thank Luke for all he's done for me & our family. I love you Luke. Always & forever."

Alright all... As I promised. Some changes were made due, to my new priorities, however I do hope it leaves you with a warm feeling in the end. It broke my heart to loose Luke they it ended, but Mia assured me the memories are what are important to keep & hold on to, in order to move forward. Thank you Mia. Thank you. Karen Winters thank you to all my viewers & 24 followers. It was a privilege to try to get to know you all. Be safe! 😘

Karen's Daughter Pt 3 (Final)

"Baobie tianshi? How's your reading going?" *smiles* "I'm learning so much... Mama. The calli-graphy gives me some trouble, but I've learned there are 5 styles of them." *smiles* "Yes this is true, but I promise you'll learn them all & so much more in time, ok? Mommy's almost done with work, we'll both see daddy soon." *kisses*

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*Sighs* "What a day..." *making phone call* "Adrian? Hey, honey. Uh... Had some trouble at work today. Uh... A child got in trouble with me today, her name's Angel now." *over phone* "Uh-oh... How old is he- she now?" *fidgets* "4 years. She's adorable though. I sort of gave her your nickname & she's already calling me mama, so I was hoping we could-" *Sighs* "I know, I know. I'll set up a bedroom for our little Angel. See you soon." *smiles joyfully* "Oh thank you dear. We'll see you soon."

Karen's Daughter Pt 2

"What the Hell???" *smacks hand* "Don't use that kind of language in front of me Nianqing nuzi." *Confused* "What, nuzi? What is that?" If he wanted to learn Chinese along with other eastern languages, he will. "Nianqing nuzi. It means young lady. I gave you a chance to leave here a woman, but now you're too young to be sent out there alone. A boy could take advantage of you at this stage." *gasp* I don't want any cute boys trying to get with me, mom." *shocked* wait, Mom? Cute boys? What's happening to me? Turn me back, quick." *tapping nails on table* "you disregarded my warnings & proceeded to test my patience, now you're being punished. I want an essay written from you on respect, by the time I'm off work." *whines* "But mom!" *clears throat* "No buts! Go. Don't whine either. You're not a dog." *grumbles*

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"It's finished. Please turn me back, mom. I really gotta get back to my old life. If you let me go, you'll never see me again. I promise. Please? I just want to ask cute boys out." *groans* "I mean hot, boys?" *eyes wide* "I want my life back. I can't date girls." *confused* "Alright! Enough. I'm leaving this instant." *walking away* "Is that a fact?" *Sighs* "Baobei tianshi."

Karen's Daughter Pt 1

"Well hello there. Welcome to the Global Book Emporium. My name's Karen, how may I help you?" I may have been polite, however the patron may have had other intentions. "Yeah listen I have a book on hold, but it keeps getting lost in the libraries shitty system, so I decided to try this new place. Can you help me?" The young man was quite handsome, but he had such a trashy personality. What a pity. "I can certainly try. We do work on a similar system, but we rarely loose the items we search for. What are you looking for to be exact?" The man pulls out a crumpled piece of paper from his pocket. "Multilingual eastern books?" I wasn't sure of the title of this book. It looked quite unique though. "It's not a real title. I'm just looking for books that teach a little bit of everything. From Chinese, to Mandarin & Japanese as well as other languages that are of Asian culture." It brought me a smile to my face to see a young man desire to learn such. "Well, given the circumstances I don't believe a book such as that exist. You see, despite being in the same regions the languages are all different, as well as the people. I myself know a couple of. The languages, you wish to learn. I will gladly retrieve the books best suited for your lessons & if you don't mind, I will gladly teach you as well." He seems cute, perhaps he will soften up with my aiding him? "Ah? Thank, I'll just take the books, please. I'm trying to pick up girls is all." I was utterly heartbroken. To think that this person wanted to learn these languages for such selfish reasons was unacceptable. I could not allow him to abuse such act. "Well your reason seems quite unique. Are you sure won't reconsider your task?" *groans* "Ugh! Listen I came here to try to learn how to speak a different language, for my reasons only. If you got a problem, with that then you can just go- *sighs* "Zhongwen." *confused*  "Zhong- what? Hey what's going on with my voice?" I did my best not to laugh as he put his petite hand to her new face, nearly bumping her glasses... "Well you didn't seem to want to heed my warnings. I decided to help you, but at the same time, spare any female your actions." *grumbles* "you did this, so now turn me back right now!" *stomps foot* "wait why did I do that?" I can't help, but let a smile escape. "It's just a feminine trait, that will happen from time to time. Now go away or you will continue to regress." *Eyes widen* "No. I want my old body back now, Karen!" *sighs* "Ms. You may now call me Mrs. Winters. I'm gonna be polite & ask you to leave. Under-" *slams hand desk* "I said now." *rolls eyes & sighs* "Nianqing nuzi."

Happy New Years!!! 20-21

"Hi Hi all! Wow. The echo of this place got louder. Um. Guess I'll have to use my inside voice... We're coming to the end of the year. It's both exciting & scary huh? None of us really know what's ahead & a lot of us may have plans or New Year goals."

"You're probably wondering why we're all dressed differently & not in unison as other celebrations, well in truth it's cause we made it. My sister's got through the year. Some of us were not so lucky, cause in some ways we all got affected by 2020."

"We see it on the news, radio or even the Newspaper. Wether you believe it or not, lives were lost and loved one's were taken & bonds were put to the test from separation."

"We may know or be friends with the people around us who may be connected to this Covid related loss."

"So much has happened this year & it's not impossible to think it was just us who suffered, but it is difficult. All our lives at changing & some of it is not our choice. That scares me despite how I like to feel in certain cases. We're not always going to have control on our own lives. We won't always be able to stop change."

"We can only try to hang in there. Just hold on tight to the people or good memories of our loved one's. That's what can keep us going just one moment longer than most who don't get back. It's hard to talk about in general, cause it's heartbreaking."

"Even as something as simple as going in a different direction. Right, Karen?" *sighs* I'll be seeing you in the comments shortly as the days go by. Don't worry. Remember? I'm your white rose. I'll never let you forget who you are or the sisterhood that loves you as dearly as you love us."

 

"As for myself...? I'm going to be here on the beach for a short while. I'm gonna watch the sunset. I'm gonna Laugh. Scream. Cry. Yell. Smile. Remember everything & everyone I've met here & those who encouraged me to create the world you see before you. I love you all. Please don't forget me. Just know, I won't forget you. Your memories will keep me going & give me the strength needed to keep moving. (I'll also finish & post my last chapter as soon as possible) As always, no matter where you are or where you reside or whatever years come our way. Remember that I love you all & be safe. 😘"